A Mystic Journey

I still remember the first encounter with my dragon in Santa Fe, New Mexico, more than 30 years ago. At the time, however, I did not know he was a dragon. All I knew was that Charles, the man I was relaxing in bed with after enjoying sex and a bottle of wine together, started talking in a weird voice. That voice claimed to be a being who was one of my spirit guides. Of course, I thought Charles was kidding but he explained later that he had no idea who this unknown entity was. In Santa Fe, many psychics were channeling, or allowing other dimensional beings to speak through them. But Charles was definitely not happy that some being had briefly taken over his body in order to communicate with me. 

I will not provide further details of this initial encounter since this event is fictionalized in my novel As the Light of Venus Rose (https://a.co/d/b3WrfrB).

Not much happened after that initial encounter. I just thought I had a spiritual guide around me. Years later in Taos, New Mexico, I was watching a “City of Angels” starring Nicolas Cage and Meg Ryan. The movie reinforced a dream I had experienced the previous night. A tingling sensation surrounded me, which is what happens when I sense something important and/or real. I knew my guide, who told me his name was Avedar in our initial encounter, was my lover. Oh my, I was certainly not prepared for that new development. I nicknamed him Nic after the actor in the movie and tried to accept this reality. 

Sometime later, I realized he was a dragon. That knowledge was not precipitated by any specific event, just a knowing. Now I had a guide who was my lover and was a dragon. Amidst my understandable skepticism, I decided to check in with my deceased Dad to see if he could confirm this unusual, at least to me, revelation. 

My Dad had died years before, when he was only 60. I had always been close to him and one time, after his death, a psychic told me she saw him around me. Cautious as always, I do remember when I got home and was reading the newspaper, a headline startled me with the words “Daddy’s Home.” That tingling feeling assured me that he was around. Many of you may have also connected with deceased loved ones. I encourage you to trust any such communication since angels and/or the dead are often around to help. When I asked my Dad if Avedar, or Nic, was a guide, a dragon and my lover, he assured me all three were true. Of course, even with his confirmation, it took years before I accepted this.

One important book that I read during this adventure was We’ve Never Been Alone: A History of Extraterrestrial Intervention (2011) by Paul Von Ward. Among the many that I researched and read, this one felt most reliable. Ward confirmed for me that extraterrestrials existed. He called them Advanced Beings or ABs, a term I like even better than higher dimensional beings. He also stated that it was not unusual for humans and ABs to be lovers. Ah, so I was not the only one to have a higher being, in my situation a dragon, as a lover.

I have never actually seen my dragon so there is no way I can describe him, although I do sense he is mostly white with some gold on the wings. I was reminded when I tried to get an image of him that I am not clairvoyant, which means I do not “see” beings or information as some people do. I am clairsentient or “sense” beings, a kind of knowing within or being aware of energy that is imperceptible through our five senses. Other people are clairaudient, or hearing voices of those they communicate with, sounds that are imperceptible through our normal senses. No one way of receiving information is better than any other. All are valid. Despite this, I did spend time being annoyed at not “seeing” my dragon until I accepted my strengths and stopped trying to use a skill that wasn’t mine. 

I do not know how often one encounters a higher dimensional being in bed channeled through a human, which I still find rather funny and bizarre, especially after finding out he is my lover. What an appropriate place to encounter him, although at the time I was unaware of that connection. Such an experience never happened again. Most of my higher dimensional information and encounters come from books, not a surprise since I am a reader and writer. I use a pendulum to check the energy of any book before reading and continue to be amazed how the right book with the right information shows up at the right time. Movies provide a similar insight for me. Lately, meditation and dreams have become ways to connect. Automatic writing, in which I pose a question and then just sit and  write out the answer without conscious thought, also works well. I mention these to share that there is no one way to communicate with ABs. Find what feels right and appropriate for you.

Nic and I had been together as dragons in our Clan, before my many human incarnations. He has never had a human experience. I understand that I agreed to come to earth to help with human evolution by assisting in balancing the light and dark in this world.  I feel him around me most of the time with a warm, loving embrace and a hug. He is my moment of calm. We are long term partners or mates, but after being in a human form for so long I had forgotten so much of my past. I still have only a slight recollection, expecting more as time progresses. I do feel this may be my last incarnation and I hope to return and remain with Nic and the dragons in the future.  But we never know for sure what may happen. I do know that I agreed to this life, and while I continue to mourn the loss of being with Nic, I accept my decision to be here on Earth at this time.

“We must be open to our past to prepare for the future.” Zecharia Sitchin